Well.Isn't this just great.I would be leaving on the 23rd, to go to NY.If I was going.Which thanks to Tony, my "loving" grandparents, mother, father and anyone else who could have helped...I CAN'T.Instead, I will be here.At home.Cleaning, watching annoying little children(there are 5 of them.), pretending to care when real estate people and IRS people and other people are coming over.While my friends, all go to NYC, have the time of their lives performing there, watching broadway shows, hanging out together, shopping, singing in the bus, staying at the hotel and I would(if I was going) also get to SEE my "loving" grandparents, Who, obviously don't care that much about seeing me, or else they would have at least tried to send the money, instead of just saying "no I'm sorry we can't"Well, while I'm stuck at home, finally un-grounded from the computer, on myspace and email...guess where over half the people I talk to online will be huh?NEW YORK.Oh and you know what, when they get back, I get to hear all about it. See all their pictures. Learn about all the fun they had, and be told that I shouldn't have missed it, and I should have come.I'll hear all about it and you know what
I don't want to.
I want to experience it, with them, my friends, their family, people who love to sing and dance, as much as I do. I've been searching for a long time to find people like me as much as these people are. And I will never see Keli, Madisen, Kayla, Marissa, or half of these people ever again. Classes are over, I'm not going to NY and then we move, so I can't move up into the teen group next year cause Oh big surprise! We won't even be here! I hate my life right now. I don't want to move, I want to go to NY, I want to be able to see my friends, not have to make new ones. I want to learn to drive on streets I know, not learn the streets to. I want to have time to get to know more of the awesome people we call the "teen group" and be one of them. I don't want to miss out on that just because my parents have this crazy dream about some stupid restaraunt that will end up the same way as the last two did because they fail to see the big picture. They start a stupid project, they don't folow through, they start another one and then complain about it later to all of us when things don't go as planned. I
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life.
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Hi Sweetie,
I know that it isn't the same but I REALLY wanted to go to the WHO Convention with Mrs. Pevensie and some other moms. Everything was all set up for me to go. But instead I got to stay at home all weekend trying to fix relationships that I didn't break. I would love to tell you that it gets better but the reality is that bit by bit you either get a little bit stronger or a little bit weaker. You are one of the most beautiful, talented, and strong young women I know. It has been a joy and a pleasure to watch you grow from an "older child" into a goregous young lady. I love your enthusiasm for life and your patience and kindness with all of the little ones (including mine) running around. Big Hug!
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